sentosa with a few of my classmates today, after drama rehearsal.
i have to say drama rehearsal... wasn't that great.
honestly speaking, i hate it when things dont go my way.
I know i sound like a spoilt brat, but i cant help it either.
only thing i can do it not to make it so obvious to everyone around me.
it might be cause i'm an only child or i'm just like that but that feeling really really sucks.
well, i dont have to be center stage or anything, but it'll be nice if you can just take other's advice into consideration thank you very much. seriously, i dont get why you always think that you're right and never thinks about anyone but yourself.
and you know that feeling, of wanting to be involved but always getting left out? its becoming like that with drama fest. i want to help out, i want to do whatever i can to help the class with our play but you're not letting me! and who do you think you are? to boss people around like that? Think before you speak man, its really not that hard.
the problem with class projects is that.. there will ALWAYS be half the class left out of this while the other half is putting so much time into this, and complaining about their workload. I'm not saying that its not right to put in that much time and effort into something its just that, have you ever thought of how other's around you might be feeling? look at things from another perspective for once, and you'll see so much that you're missing out on.
sentosa was pretty good though. it was so hazy, made the whole beach so fantasy-like. i went with a whole bunch of friends, but i was pretty much stuck in a world of my own. just like yesterday, i went skating alone at pasir ris park. there wasnt a single person in sight, it was like i had the whole place to myself. i loved that feeling. i was listening to music and skated to fast i could hear the wind blowing beside me even with my earpiece on. i love skating. more than any other sport in the world :D
Oh and also, i realized that blogging in a completely deserted blog is really good for venting out your anger and anything thats on your mind cause you know that there wont be anyone reading this but yourself and even if someone comes here, it'll be someone you're close to and will (at least try to) be able to relate to you.
With hyperness,
SKNM♥
