and the other when i got back this year's eoy scripts
which it today btw
FML
With hyperness, SKNM♥
10/25/10 ' 8:18 PM Y
okay so you followed me and sabrina to kap bus stop
and you werent even invited
and then it all got awkward so we asked where you were going
and then you said that you dont know and that if you go home you have nothing to do but go out also very boring.
so in order to give you face we didnt say anything.
but i think it was quite obvious we didnt want you there being so extra
so in the end you got our hint and left
and then now on fb you start bitching about us
wth man.
so we're supposed to tell you "hey we dont want you here can you just go away?"?!?!
we're not even the ones in the wrong!
you were the one who just tagged along as if we asked you to come!
seriously? you're that thick skinned?!
you're not even close to us lah please.
and will you stop bitching about everyone and anyone behind their backs? cause you're not all that perfect either.
okay this post is making me sound like a bitch but its the only place i can vent my anger/annoyance/disbelief without my classmates knowing so...
byebye
With hyperness, SKNM♥
10/24/10 ' 12:51 PM Y
lets just say.. you're not the best leader ever
With hyperness, SKNM♥
10/22/10 ' 11:21 PM Y
sentosa with a few of my classmates today, after drama rehearsal.
i have to say drama rehearsal... wasn't that great.
honestly speaking, i hate it when things dont go my way.
I know i sound like a spoilt brat, but i cant help it either.
only thing i can do it not to make it so obvious to everyone around me.
it might be cause i'm an only child or i'm just like that but that feeling really really sucks.
well, i dont have to be center stage or anything, but it'll be nice if you can just take other's advice into consideration thank you very much. seriously, i dont get why you always think that you're right and never thinks about anyone but yourself.
and you know that feeling, of wanting to be involved but always getting left out? its becoming like that with drama fest. i want to help out, i want to do whatever i can to help the class with our play but you're not letting me! and who do you think you are? to boss people around like that? Think before you speak man, its really not that hard.
the problem with class projects is that.. there will ALWAYS be half the class left out of this while the other half is putting so much time into this, and complaining about their workload. I'm not saying that its not right to put in that much time and effort into something its just that, have you ever thought of how other's around you might be feeling? look at things from another perspective for once, and you'll see so much that you're missing out on.
sentosa was pretty good though. it was so hazy, made the whole beach so fantasy-like. i went with a whole bunch of friends, but i was pretty much stuck in a world of my own. just like yesterday, i went skating alone at pasir ris park. there wasnt a single person in sight, it was like i had the whole place to myself. i loved that feeling. i was listening to music and skated to fast i could hear the wind blowing beside me even with my earpiece on. i love skating. more than any other sport in the world :D
Oh and also, i realized that blogging in a completely deserted blog is really good for venting out your anger and anything thats on your mind cause you know that there wont be anyone reading this but yourself and even if someone comes here, it'll be someone you're close to and will (at least try to) be able to relate to you.
With hyperness, SKNM♥
' 10:56 PM Y
ballet seems so long ago for me.
really miss dancing.
dont even know why i suddenly wanted to quit ballet.
i guess its just not my thing.
With hyperness, SKNM♥
10/20/10 ' 11:00 PM Y
FML.FML.FML
ARGH SO PISSED OVER IDK WHAT I JUST AM AND THIS FEELING SUCKS OKAY I CANT STAND HOW I ALWAYS GET MOOD SWINGS ITS NOT LIKE I WANT TO SOME THINGS JUST HAPPEN AND I MYSELF DONT KNOW WHAT BUT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
DRAMA FEST IS GONNA SUCK AND I'M ALREADY HATING THIS.
DRAMA IS JUST A BUNCH OF STUPID CRAP. WASTING ALL YOUR TIME AWAY. ITS NOT LIKE IM GONNA BE SOME ACTOR WHEN I GROW UP PLEASE. COMPLETELY USELESS SHIT AND EVEN IF ITS MEANT TO BE FUN, IT SO IS NOT.
DAMN IT.
I JUST WANT TO LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM AND NEVER GO OUT AGAIN.
SUCKS BEING ME.
YOU WOULDNT WANT TO TRY
HAD TUITION JUST NOW, IT WAS FUN BUT WHEN I HGOT BACK MY COMPREHENSION FROM THE PREVIOUS LESSON I WAS COMPLETELY STUNNED WITH HOW LOUSY MY MARKS CAN GET AND START WORRYING ABOUT MY EOY COMPREHENSION. AND EVERYTHING ESLE.
AND ALSO, JUST PLAYED TENNIS WITH MY DAD. I WAS BAD ENOUGH BEFORE BUT I NEVER GUESSED HOW MUCH WORSE I CAN GET. HORRENDUS.
YEAH I KNOW I HAVE LIKE FREAKY MOOD SWINGS AND IF I WERE YOU I WOULDNT WANT TO STAY CLOSE TO ME.
