Its been so long since anyone posted here and i've not been updating my own blog for months and months. well i'm pretty sure no one comes back here anymore but ah well.
i'm do sick and tired of school already and this is only my second year. its close to EOYs and guess what? I HAVE NO LIFE. And now my entire class is mugging like mad its crazy. like after school, 2 mins and bamm the entire class is gone. Most to rush home to study and with some exceptions going to starbucks to "study" or also know as, slack. EOYs on the thirteenth october. well, i've started studying, "finished" chem, gonna ignore physics, bio probably this weekends. geography, not even halfway through. and history, havent even touched it. and that is the definition of SCREWED. the first half of this year was really good for me. made it to the school team for tennis, results shot up to msg 1 (i was so amazed), and a ballet performance which i really looked forward too. And THEN. semester two: new coaches for training, results start slipping, quit ballet, and my confidence dropped all the way down again. streaming next year. i want good grades so that i can actually get somewhere. triple science with bsp and hopefully hssrp. dont know if i can manage but i'll try cause thats what i wanted for myself. but i want to be good at everything i like and chose. sometimes i cant stand myself for being so pessimistic and always wanting to have everything go my way but i just cant seem to change myself and i dont even bother trying.
yet another boring day, a continuation of my life.
minglu
With hyperness,
SKNM♥
